It's been 3 months

today is 3 months since we lost our beautiful girl :o( I am still having a hard time. I miss her so much. I miss everything about her :o( I never in a million years thought it would be this hard :o(

Brittany the butterfly :o)

today we opened our pool - as excited as we are to have it open it is also bittersweet because this will be the first summer our beautiful girl will not be swimming with us. As we were folding the cover my husband looked at me and said "I just got so sad for a moment" and I told him of course he did because I did too - just looking at the spot where she would swim (Uh I mean sit LOL) was hard knowing she wouldn't be there anymore. As my husband and I and the girls talked about how funny Brittany was in the pool all of a sudden a beautiful butterfly showed up - it flew over the exact spot that Brittany used to sit in the pool and then it flew around the patio and landed and few times - I know it might be wishful thinking but for that short moment she was with us again