In my eyes there is no other breed like the Mastiff

A Mastiff seems to be able to read your soul, they seem to be able to know what you are thinking, what you want out of them and they deliver, naturally. All they want is your love and devotion and that too just comes so freely, naturally.

7 months ago

my beautiful beast was relaxing on the kitchen floor chewing on her blanket. It all happened so fast - one minute she was fine the next we were rushing her to the vet :-( I soooo wish I could go back to that day -I always hugged and kissed her every day but I would have done that 10x over if I knew that was the last day she would be with us. I am still having such a hard time. I am excited at the thought of getting another pup but in the back of my mind I am terrified of feeling this way again :O(
I guess it is normal - I just have to try to take my mind off the bad and think about how much joy a pup/dog brings to my life. And also just have believe that I will see Brittany again one day :o)

Monday will be 7 months

I can't believe it will be 7 months on Monday :o( to me it feels like yesterday :o( My heart still aches so much - I miss her so much :o(

Feels like forever

since I wrote here - I just haven't been in a "blogging" mood lately I am still really missing her SO much. I long to just hug her and pet her :o( Anyway, the other day Heather reminded me of something funny so I thought I would write about it today. We were in the yard and I was using the hose to water some of the plants and things and all of a sudden Heather brought up how Brittany used to love the hose. And that she did - she would come over whenever Scott would be hosing down the patio or watering the flowers and she would sort of hang around and wait for his to shoot the hose over her way then she would go bezerk! She would jump up (and believe me that couch potato didn't do that all that often) and start chopping away at the water - it was like she was trying to eat it or something LOL! She would look so funny. One time when Scott was playing with her with the hose she actually jumped and fell back and landed "lying down" on the lounge chair - it was quite a sight LOL! Silly girl :o)